Tuesday, 28 April 2009

• does anyone understand? cuz it sure doesnt seem like it

  today was a really bad day. i dont know what to do anymore. my boyfriend and i had a fight. why does this happen? i didnt really think i did anything wrong. i told him it wasn't working out which i have tried so many times before. but it doesn't work. he freaks out and get scarily angry.
  the picture he made for me about a year ago is now destroyed. glass went everywhere on my bed. watching him take a chunk, sobbing, and go for his wrist really scared me. i didnt know what to do. i grabbed his arms and held with all my strength. hes stronger then me and it wouldnt be enough. looking up into his eyes i realized that i really couldnt hold him back. he had to make the decision for himself. thankfully he passed out before he cut his wrist.

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